Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Dream a dream

photo via google

i'm now with the truth

to be frank,i do not know

i see nothing in front

looking back i hear only silence

where do i turn? i'm lost

emptiness all around

might even fall, loneliness inside

tougher it seems then ever

never been the feet so cold

close my eye and i hear u call

so then m blown away

in a faraway land i land

and so i dream a dream

Monday, April 26, 2010

before you leave

Summer 2010,Armidale Australia
(myself in the pic)

it is the heart so fragile..when you say;

its someone else..i feel left out

baby please dont leave me here

this place is so dark and i am scared

there's still few more words i wanna say

may be i'm lost but you are the one

may be i'm unfit but baby u should know

you are the one i love..yes you are

sing it one more time, you see me in the blue sky

that you aren't sad even when the sky is clouded

i'll be exactly at the place you left me

if you decide ever to turn back..i'll wait

cuz baby..

you are the one i miss..yes you are! the only one i love

Friday, April 2, 2010


April 2009, me at Coff Hohour, NSW Australia

Until this day, it was difficult breathing

Today i found the place and it’s so peaceful here

I’m away, leaving everything behind

The world in front is only of peace

The one abandoned, mixture of moments

And turning back i smile cuz all you friends

I still see loving as ever! Forgotten fortunes

I still cherish. Seeking comfort for the lost

I never did loose. Singing for the one i love

Innocence drifts away, leaving behind only smile.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

On a cold day

its a cold day yet again..once upon a time i remember

on a day similar to this, along the street towards school

season of autumn it was, never had the autumn been beautiful

as on the day when i spotted you, silent and bold, held with good looks

you smiled, not to every one, i whispered to my best friend

and a glance towards you with a smile of admiration

thats when i was caught, accident i pretended it was

that very moment, a smile you gave and still today i remember

whoa! what a smile that was :)

Of fate

My 23rd Bday present from Kazi
(photo by Jambay)

The one adored turned away, saying;

’ you a good friend of mine, I’m sorry’

Trouble it was, to force a smile and the fate so bitter

Yet, only the ones destined to meet get together

The ones who were not, are yet to find theirs

For there is something true about this untrue living

And it doesn’t matter how true our love is

Nothing ever happens, beyond what’s by fate

Fate we blame, still, living itself is just another fate

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Along the country road

Year of 2010, on the evening of 7th March
A lonely walk along the lonely road
Few people were on the street
Lovers hand in hand, joggers sweating
And a lonely girl lost in her thought

Quite evening it seemed and the trees waved
She smiled for she understood nature’s talk
A girl child dancing among the fallen leaves
A true smile she wore and a real happiness
For she doesn’t know the world yet

The sun set with a promise so certain
To come up again in the morning
Cheerful as ever and with rays of hope
To bestow on all races with no fondness
Secret to its beautiful setting time

A car went north and a car left north
Alongside the road, few looked impatient
As they wait, to cut the road short
Some towards east and some towards west
How different each of our destinies is?

A mistake made

For it is a lover’s heart you broke 
And a friend’s trust you betrayed

So now, it’s a woman’s heart that’s answering
And a mother’s heart you are dealing with.

 Also, a lover’s revenge cruel than an enemy’s
And a friend’s challenge tougher than a rival’s

Cuz for some, a mistake is a mistake forever
And, any suffering, never enough a punishment

The world indeed, is unfair by itself
And in every sense, at some point in life, we realize

Whats blue got to do with me?

blue and green are my color with reasons not known.

blue is amazing when in the form of tides.
comfort at times of disappointment,
a gifted miracle in the ocean herself!
though the currents can be harsh at times,
blue are waves that link sky to the ocean.
and when the blue fades, thunder roars,
so as to drive away the clouds,
giving the sky a crystal blue look.

out of the blue you came,
willing to take in all my blues.
saw you in blue today..waoo!
incredible how you look in blue,
something just more than a coincidence.
blue suits you well, you looked cute,
handsome sa :) lolz all the more reason,
so as to why blue? out of many!

this feeling in me

You are the one, I can feel
This feeling in me like never before
Where is the voice in me?
Oh my lips! Its become dry
May be the feeling is real
For I hide my stare before you
Still look at you more.

Indeed a fortunate, you feel the same.
How I wish you were near
Hold you once and call mine forever.
Words aren’t clear, I am missing you.

It’s almost dawn, I need to sleep
I love you Kinzang! Easier to write
But I am glad I said it.
Hold me tight when we meet
Do miss me and before I sleep
Wish you, have a goodnight.

It wasn't real

I know..yes i do baby at least now that i have come this far
It was all just a hallucination in me..
When i thought u missed me, it wasn’t real..yes i know
i realized the disorder in me and this stupid dj reminds it all

But baby..
i cry not for the things that didn’t happen
I long for the days we shared..
Words i spoke, i don’t regret
Even now when i know it was all stupid
Baby no, its not the regret..its the destiny that haunts

You never loved me..oh how i wish you cared
its the faith i am blaming cuz never will i want to blame you
even the lord knows, it ain’t my fault either
with days passing, i only see the distance increasing between us

oh yeah..yeah..ummmm the distance
and i know you wouldn’t care the least
ummm ohhh u’mm

But baby..
i cry not for the things that didn’t happen
I long for the days we shared..
Words i spoke, i don’t regret
Even when now i know it was all stupid
Baby no, its not the regret..its the destiny that haunts